So I'm sitting here attempting to write the rough draft to my LA, and I can't seem to have any motivation even though I should have it, considering its due on Monday. I also can't seem to get things off my mind that I always have the worst trouble trying not to think about, and it seems as though its been forever that I have been thinking about. Its a strange feeling, and I can't seem to escape it. Ughhhhh.
Well Tennessee went well. It paid off and I had lots of fun with my mom. Its funny when you find that your parents can sometimes act the same age as you, and then they yell at you to clean your room...or in this case...write your paper, and you remember, oh yea, they are older and in actuality own you until you're 18. That's such a pessimistic way to look at it but its true.
It seems like I haven't actually written in this thing in so long, probably because this year has been one big huge, blur? Yea, a blur. It has gone by so fast, but the whole time I hadn't had much time to sit and relax and think about or write what has been on my mind. Things are going to keep being busy, I can tell, but hopefully it will pay off like other things, and maybe, in a positive light, keep my mind of certain distractions, which is what the musical did for me, but now that its over, the distractions seem to be coming back. But thats because before, it was out of sight out of mind. I should probably keep that mentality and think about my busy things. Yea, busy things.
So much for putting energy into my LA, when I just wrote a 3 paragraph journal update. Ironic.